Moving Forward~

Hey, everyone~

Great news! Luci's back up to a healthy weight and so happy she's confident enough to explore the house. 

I'm in the midst of moving and was forced to change jobs once more, but now I'm back to working as a private contractor. This one feels solid! No anxiety or fear of it being taken from me. I'm not only highly qualified, they've already liked my thoughtful contributions to the team. 

As soon as I've got my financial situation stabilized finally? I'll be going all in on Mayhem Marketplace~

What is Mayhem, you ask?

It's a grassroots organization working to overthrow the oligarchs by building alternatives to all the most popular digital services! Mayhem Marketplace is meant to take over Amazon. Mayhem Hub is for replacing TikTok,  a platform that pays creators to post whatever they like. Mayhem Red is for replacing Only Fans. And Mayhem Matriarchy is for all Matriarchal within Mayhem to come together and support each other in establishing the Matriarchy wherever each of us are~

If you're interested? It's free to join! We're in the Beta Testing phase now for some apps, Alpha testing for others. Marketplace allows for barter and trade as well as monetary exchange; sellers only pay a $10/ month membership fee and no more. All proceeds stay with them. 

We're just starting to go international, too!

If you wanna learn more? Look is up on TikTok~

As for me?

I'm finally sitting down to work on my series again. I'll keep you in the loop for when the third installment is available~ 😉 

Lydangu!

Luci's Home~

I finally have my Lil Wyrm, Luci, here at home. I learned that she was losing weight, highly stressed, and behind in her shed cycle common for ball python babies... so I got her a cheap temp vet/travel enclosure for her to rest in peacefully while I finish upgrading Bumblebee's old enclosure for her needs and comfort. 

I've been going thru a lot...

I'm still struggling financially as I fought for hours and a work environment that honors my skills and limits. 

But I also have good news~

I've finally decided that I'm going to completely let go of societal expectations and dive head first into the lifestyle my soul has been begging for since I was 16. It'll be a gradual transition, but the biggest step will be selling my motorcycle so that Bestie and I can cycle across the US together, side by side, on official bike trails. 

I'm letting go of fear and accepting my aging body as it is, limitations and all. 

We're not trying to live by other standards, nor are we willing to go down with the sinking ship that is late stage capitalism... Bestie and I are going to lean into our truths and build the future we both long for and believe in. 

My TikTok has changed a bit to reflect my growth, becoming a joint account for myself and Luci. I'm doing my best to simplify my life, back away from an overly technological life, and find balance between ancient wisdom, living with nature, and enjoying modern amenities in moderation. 

No one is perfect...

We're all human. 

I'm living my life in a way that honors my truth. 

New Trademark!

Hey, y'all!~ 😃

I just wished to announce that I have designed a brand new trademark for dRe;magined line of repurposed/redesigned items & clothing! 

Look for this mark to be embroidered into every item I reimagine into a dream come true~ 🥰❤️‍🔥

dRe;magined!

Long time, no post.

Hey, everyone...

I've so much to share! Both good~ And bad...

I'm no longer at Royal King and have changed jobs twice since then... The thing I've learned? The economy is seriously harsh right now.... and trying to reestablish yourself after over 5 years abroad is most difficult in the extreme, esp when you have ongoing post-sepsis health concerns bordering on disability....

But I'm finding my way~

I got myself my very first ESA, Bumble, a ptyas dhumnades [big-eyed rat snake]! And immediately realized how much I truly needed one all these years. Then... just as I was about to start him his own TikTok channel? He... died... tragically.... 😭 Not even two weeks ago... He was only 8 months old...

The grief almost destroyed me. I now know how it feels to struggle with verifiable broken heart syndrome... It wrecked me in a way that nothing else ever has... 💔

To save myself, I went back to the reptile store and found a beautiful, gentle, and cuddly python to be my new ESA.

Where Bumblebee was a comedic drama noodle matching with my inner Tigger energy? Luci, my new python,  is a gentle, shy, cuddle bug who soothes my inner Eeyore... She's helped me work thru my grief this past week and ease the ache in my heart. 

Bestie also helped in the most unexpected way, by saying my Bumblebee is now up with my Viking ancestors~ In an instant, my mind went back to my ancestral cave and I saw him there... being held by our leader, exploring, periscoping, and zipping around like he always used to do... making my ancestors laugh with his antics... and everyone thanking me for the unique gift I had given them in making him my "first born son"~ 🥹

Bestie and I are now planning to create a short film in his memory, with those images included~❤️‍🩹🥰

Here's a few pictures of my baby boy from his short time with me:

He's... also... the first snake I've ever seen beg for food! 😆

HE WAS SO STINKING CUTE!! 😍❤️‍🔥

I'm absolutely devastated that he's gone.... but... I guess Loki loved him so much as a cute wittle baby with his giant head and big eyes that he refused to allow my Bumblebee to grow up.

Now he's forever adorable and feisty entertainment for my Viking ancestors and the gods~

Luci?

She's the opposite of Bumblebee in temperament, but am even better ESA because of it~ She stole my heart by crawling into my shirt and refusing to leave the second time I ever held her. She now let's me give her head kisses and returns them in her own snakey way! 🥰 She'll never replace my first born son... but she's helping heal the gaping hole his death has left behind. 

I'm still working hard to get my own business going and build connections here in Gainesville~ I'll even be moving in with Bestie soon, then we're going to get going on our joint projects. We're planning so many things! Please check back in a few weeks for updates~

Lydangu!

Love Your Dreams And Never Give Up!

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