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Tuesday, September 29, 2026

Luci!~

What!? I've not posted any photos of my Luci yet!? 😱
I'm sorry guys! Here's a photo dump of my little wyrm daughter~ 😜


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I finally understand~

It's taken a LOT.... and input from others... but I finally understand why I've been struggling to write my 3rd novel and went I went thru everything I've gone thru these past 8 years. 

Life gave me the curriculum I needed to master my survival intelligence and come to understand true love by truly loving myself enough to walk away when love isn't what's being served while fighting to live the life of my heart's desire~ Which I've finally begun to do so on every level imaginable. This is why I finally know true inner peace. 

As for my 3rd novel?
It'll require lots more of my very own fantasy language,  Shklarkan, which I'm building with inspiration from Irish and Norse~ Without even realizing it, I was honoring my ancestry and roots years before I finally found my Viking ancestors! And then learned that my Bestie and I share the exact same heritage!! We're both born of daughters of Sigurd "Snake in the Eye" Ragnarsson!!! 🤩😍❤️‍🔥

Can you believe it!? 😃

I was bouncing off the walls on TikTok when I found out!! It's beyond my wildest dreams and imagination to learn that my Bestie... is my 35th cousin! 😍❤️‍🔥🥰

Anyway!
No more apologies or guilt over the wait for my 3rd installment of my novel series! This is a necessary hiatus as I study Irish and Norse in order to build more of my fantasy language,  Shklarkan! 😉

And if you're not following me on TikTok, but would like to? You can find me @adgaia.and.luci ~ 😁

LYDANGU! 🥰

Tuesday, August 4, 2026

Moving Forward~

Hey, everyone~
Great news! Luci's back up to a healthy weight and so happy she's confident enough to explore the house. 

I'm in the midst of moving and was forced to change jobs once more, but now I'm back to working as a private contractor. This one feels solid! No anxiety or fear of it being taken from me. I'm not only highly qualified, they've already liked my thoughtful contributions to the team. 

As soon as I've got my financial situation stabilized finally? I'll be going all in on Mayhem Marketplace~

What is Mayhem, you ask?
It's a grassroots organization working to overthrow the oligarchs by building alternatives to all the most popular digital services! Mayhem Marketplace is meant to take over Amazon. Mayhem Hub is for replacing TikTok,  a platform that pays creators to post whatever they like. Mayhem Red is for replacing Only Fans. And Mayhem Matriarchy is for all Matriarchal within Mayhem to come together and support each other in establishing the Matriarchy wherever each of us are~

If you're interested? It's free to join! We're in the Beta Testing phase now for some apps, Alpha testing for others. Marketplace allows for barter and trade as well as monetary exchange; sellers only pay a $10/ month membership fee and no more. All proceeds stay with them. 

We're just starting to go international, too!
If you wanna learn more? Look is up on TikTok~

As for me?
I'm finally sitting down to work on my series again. I'll keep you in the loop for when the third installment is available~ 😉 

Lydangu!

Tuesday, July 7, 2026

Luci's Home~

I finally have my Lil Wyrm, Luci, here at home. I learned that she was losing weight, highly stressed, and behind in her shed cycle common for ball python babies... so I got her a cheap temp vet/travel enclosure for her to rest in peacefully while I finish upgrading Bumblebee's old enclosure for her needs and comfort. 

I've been going thru a lot...
I'm still struggling financially as I fought for hours and a work environment that honors my skills and limits. 

But I also have good news~
I've finally decided that I'm going to completely let go of societal expectations and dive head first into the lifestyle my soul has been begging for since I was 16. It'll be a gradual transition, but the biggest step will be selling my motorcycle so that Bestie and I can cycle across the US together, side by side, on official bike trails. 

I'm letting go of fear and accepting my aging body as it is, limitations and all. 

We're not trying to live by other standards, nor are we willing to go down with the sinking ship that is late stage capitalism... Bestie and I are going to lean into our truths and build the future we both long for and believe in. 

My TikTok has changed a bit to reflect my growth, becoming a joint account for myself and Luci. I'm doing my best to simplify my life, back away from an overly technological life, and find balance between ancient wisdom, living with nature, and enjoying modern amenities in moderation. 

No one is perfect...
We're all human. 
I'm living my life in a way that honors my truth.