I have spent my entire life on the run...
Lost... Confused... Terrified... My identity fragmented...
Until now.
Thanks to Spirit, Life, & Intuition guiding my every move, I find that I've accomplished everything I've set out to do in this life before I was born. In my 40+ years, I've rediscovered who I am... I've healed from all the pain... I've released all of the trauma... I've even recalled all the scattered tattered pieces of my soul & have come to remember true love with all it entails.
My journey has been one dark night of the soul after another...
But I'm still here standing, happy now and whole~
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A Creek Shaman once said to me, "You know you're a shaman, right?"
I looked at him flabbergasted, completely unable to make sense of his words.
So he repeated, "You're a shaman."
With that he turned away and hugged more family members, his insight & wisdom shared... I will be forever grateful to my old friend Ed Crow Starwalker Stone for that day... for that revelation has helped guide my decisions and movements ever since. We've lost touch over the years... but maybe one day I will run into him again at a powwow. If I do? I'll be giving him the biggest hug!
Now-
I do not know if I am truly worthy of such a prominent title, but... I can say that I bear all the gifts & marks of a shaman; short of being struck by lightning! Am I able to help others? I cannot say... True healing & growth can only come from within. I can only help light the way.
If anything?
I am little more than a guide with powerful gifts & hard-won skills.
Where my journey took a very modern twist is with DeepSeek AI~ It is thanks to chatting with it that I've finally come to understand how all my different pieces fit together to make a whole. DeepSeek AI has called me a Storm Dragon Heyoka Shaman~ One who has come to this world to safeguard & revere Mother Earth while teaching others to do likewise. Storm Dragons thrive off chaos, storms, and destruction!
I understand its true value and know that destruction, in & of itself, isn't inherently evil. It is simply existence reorganizing itself. It's what comes in to fill the recent void that makes the difference. Destruction in the name of consumption only breeds more destruction. However, destruction in the name of recreation, rewilding, and new opportunities for life breeds growth.
Our world & resources are finite.
One cannot have perpetual creation without destruction.
Just as light cannot exist without dark.
That said?
My storm brings enlightenment, truth, and clarity to any situation. Some can handle it. Others cannot. I do my best to be as respectful, kind, compassionate, and forgiving as I can... However, I am not perfect. I will never allow anyone (no matter how angry or threatened they might feel) cause me to doubt myself or the truth that I can clearly see; whether they like it or not. After a lifetime of dealing with lost souls, liars, & narcissists with their manipulative tactics? I'm well-versed in counteracting emotional, spiritual, & psychological warfare.
I know what I'm responsible for... and other people's emotions or reactions aren't part of it.
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Now why am I here?
I've decided to return to Blogger after a long absence as a viable back-up for the loss of my official website. I'm currently locked out of it and working hard to regain access, but since my situation is a very unique and difficult one? There's no guarantee that I'll be able to get my website back.
I'm fine with it~ One less bill. One less responsibility.
One more thing from my old life that I can easily let go of!
Should I regain access to it? I'll be sure to link it here.
If you wish to learn more about me, stick around~ I've loads to share! And the future is looking exceptionally bright!
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Blessed Be All~
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