We haven't filed the paperwork yet, but we will be filing it soon~
Our LLP will incorporate our individual sole proprietorships and our joint endeavors, including the homestead and our Medarmory!
"What's the Medarmory?" you ask~
Stay tuned for more info at a later date!
If you wanna meet us? We'll be at Rural King's farmers market this Saturday from 11am to noon.
Hope to see you there!
I've had a roller coaster of a two weeks...
I knew that cutting the rest of my hair would lead to the release of old energy, but I was woefully unprepared for the magnitude of the flood that was triggered...
Not only did the echo of the old energy I once endured sound, but new aches that had been silent for decades made themselves known. I knew of the multiple physical injuries to my right shoulder... but I was unconscious of the silent, frozen, emotional trauma that was stored in my left shoulder. Now it feels as though my entire upper body is compromised by deep scars that radiate out from two epicenters of injury, criss-crossing over my arms, chest, and back like barbed wire to restrain my movement and cause further pain.
Not only did I collapse twice at work in one week, but I ended up having to call an ambulance the second time for fear of becoming catatonic yet again....
Thankfully... my new employer and team has been extremely empathetic and understanding.
They were more worried about me than my own father has been, going so far as wanting to move my motorcycle inside the store to protect it while I was in the hospital, then being shocked when I showed up for work early the very next day. Not only did they allow me to work my full shift at my own pace, they continually told me not to overdo it while I was there. Even the customers were surprised and full of understanding!
Seriously... "hypochondriac", my arse!
A hypochondriac wouldn't be collapsing in agony simply from trying to work a regular shift!
Back to my left shoulder though....
The amount of trauma that is stored in my feminine is far more than I once realized... It brought about dreams full of grief, testing, and allegories of the repeated trauma patterns that I've been trying to break free of. They were so painful to witness that I woke up in tears with a rebound migraine and full body pain so bad that I was forced to take 600mg of ibuprofen AND 50mg of sumatriptan with breakfast this morning, then lay down for yet more rest. Thankfully... this combo worked and I was released from the grip of pain enough to go out and get groceries...
Anyway...
Moral of the past two weeks?
Be careful with what you release energy-wise... It may be more than you are prepared to handle in the moment and can come with unforeseen consequences. Healing is not easy.... and can often come with more pain than you'd prefer to endure. However, it is worth it if you wish to grow and build a better future for yourself and those around you.
No more looking back.
From now on I am only looking forward.