It took one last fiasco to redirect me to the job I was meant to have.
I now work for Rural King, have been there for 3 weeks, and they are already considering me for management! I didn't even know this company existed until I saw the job advertisement after Walmart betrayed me. It's absolutely everything I was hoping for! A job in agriculture, working directly with supplying farmers where I can learn all I need to for our homestead, with full benefits including pet insurance, and very good pay~
I am so fucking happy right now!
Finances are still a bit shaky as I wait for my paychecks and full-time hours, but I'm finally settling and coming out of survival mode. My somatic healing is advancing at due pace through my actions, dreams, and self-therapy. I'm even rediscovering old special interests with a newfound adoration and calm~
TMNT IS DA BEST!!!
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It's reawakened old project ideas that I never got to finish in Japan and now Bestie is wanting to help me make them a reality, working on them together! We're already looking at vans to convert, joining the local Pride community, and even getting into Drag! We wanna be drag kings~
I honestly considering creating my own category:
Quing!
Queen/King genderbending drag!
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I've discovered that I'm genderqueer/bigender. I always feel at least 50% female or more, but I also feel up to 50% male simultaneously~ I used to call myself a tomboy, but that doesn't quite cover all the sensations I feel nor the truth of my beard... so Genderqueer I now claim with pride!
Yesterday I gave myself an undercut on the right side, like I used to have in the past... and now I'm considering making it more obvious by buzzing the whole right side, while leaving the left side of my hair long. It does need trimmed... I have horrible split ends as I haven't had a trim in over a year... but I can handle that myself as well~
My personal business is slowly gaining traction as I wear my creations out and about. People are asking for my work, my card, and my prices. As such I'm finding that I need to update my socials more often. Finch, the app, is now helping me keep track of everything in a very fun and cutely rewarding way as I raise a digital pet birb with every goal I meet each day; and it's free!
Be on the lookout for more coming soon!
I'm doing my best to update this blog bi-weekly starting from now.
LYDANGU!
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